mixed feelings

This weekend would normally be a weekend of celebrations for the Collins family with dad's birthday on April 15th and mum and dad's wedding anniversary on April 16th.
I seem to be crying at the drop of a hat.I feel sad angry tired all at once. I have cold sores I and am sneezing,
Apart from that I am having a good weekend :-) I just have to laugh.

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