Reflections May '17
Hello darling John, how I miss you, your lovely gentle presence , your warmth laughter , holding hands with you ,hugging you, your smiling face. I am home now in Liverpool for almost a month, but I am very unsettled, I miss you all over again, I miss Philip ,and David Lara and little Olivia ,who you would love love love. I miss Susan and the travelling, I miss Libby and Ella and Tom..I was happy to come home,I was dying to see Andrew and Lucy and Sandra and Jackie and seeing them all has been fantastic, but when I say goodbye to them, I feel at a loss, I am not as settled on my own as I was. I think I need some work, that has always given me a purpose full-fill a need to make a difference to be useful. Maybe I need some more counselling, as my grief for you an dad is very powerful at this moment. I missed Gavin too ,it was very strange not to see him in OZ at Wellman, and travelling .he has always been so much part of my visits to Australia. I am considering training as...