Back in Liverpool December 2011
Back for a week or so in Spain. We had beautiful weather for December ,even for Castalla! Frank was working away on the balcony and terrace while we were there,it was good to have it done but not so relaxing to have him coming in every morning.The work is beautiful though. One day ,Matthew's birthday in fact I had a day of grief for mum and dad. All the memories of his birth and the joy in Bank Street flooded back, It was quite painful. I felf physical pain and nauseous. I am glad I understand the grieving process or I would be quite worried about myself. It was interesting that on the last night of the Artist's Way I felf very upset. I came back from Dad's funeral and knew I had to get my head down and get this six week course as well as the three Saturday workshops done.When I came to the end of the work ,the pain came back in force. Same with last day in Castlenel.Coming back to real life with no dad.Sore. I still have the urge to contact him every day.Today I was listen...